Wishing you were somehow here again

Sigh
Life can be very frustrating
But when you have loved ones there
Or rather almost there
It makes it bearable
I miss home alot
But there is something in the air
Maybe i am growing up
But home is not quite what it used to be
Wheni think about it
I think about leaving again
Maybe thats because though it is home
I know it wont be permanent